Mr. Mystical Mystery....you got me

sorry i haven't post anything these days. 2nd grader is waaaaay busy than 1st grader. homeworks, duties are killing me! they're like thousands!!! >:O and of course, the lessons is more complicated....

wondering why i wrote that for the title? i admit it, i have a crush. i don't know that i suppose to be happy or sad. you might think that "why you have to be sad for falling in love with someone? falling in love is the best moment in your life" well, not for me. i hate to be in love. my heart isn't used to it. and i had a bad experiences of love. jadi misalnya gue suka sama X, trs ya jb gitu lah yaa and the next thing gue jd deket sama dia. but in the end, dia cuma minta bantuan gue untuk ngincer gebetannya. how sad. then, i cried and promised to myself kalo gue harus gak gampang suka sama orang.

sedih gaksih misalnya lo punya temen gt ya trs dia suka sama gebetannya and besoknya, mereka jadian. tau gimana kan rasanya. gue udah berkali2 ngerasain hal itu. enough for the confessions....

i have a crush, i don't want to tell you his name since internet is a public place. but, let's call him Mr. Mystery. i began to like this guy 1 week ago. gue juga gak ngerti knp bisa suka, malahan bukan tipe gue (kayaknya). tapi, something in him is attracts me. kayak beda dari yg lain gt. hhhhh pdhl deket aja ngga. he's nice. sebenernya ada yg pengen gue ceritain knp gue bisa suka sm dia (di hal lain) tapi sepertinya itu kayak rahasia gt hmmm.

gaaaah malu ah gue juga sebenernya gak ada niat sama sekali untuk suka. i just can't fight this feeling. okay sepertinya gue bakalan galau akhir2 ini HEHEHEHEH

ohya gue punya mimpi (yg emg impossible) bikin tattoo gambarnya "tulang lengan" di lengan kiri gue, cool huh? :D

I hope it's a good start

tomorrow is the first day of school of being a 11th grader (?) and i'm not excited. huffff. yep cause my close friends in a different class (mine is XI IPA A). and i think it's not a great class (compares to others) and i really not so happy about it. just wishing it's not bad as i expected.

this holiday is really REALLY fast. i want more!!! it's not enough............... dan badan gue lagi lemes banget gatau kenapa. tapi lemesnya di tangan doang. semoga aja gak sakit Amin ya Rabbal 'Alamin

so not in the mood to blog, so ciao!

ps: sorry if i'm annoying, not in a good mood. i hope you understand :)